I don't think I will be able to sleep tonight

I don't think I will be able to sleep tonight. I don't think I will be able to sleep tonight. I don't think I will be able to sleep tonight. My brain rocks so friggin hard. My thoughts are scattered everywhere. I don't think I will be able to sleep tonight. But I will tell you why.

I had a performance. It was done in a five-star hotel in the heart of Hamburg. The hotel was amazing. The guests.. they can be one of the most powerful people in Hamburg. OMFG!! The jet-set class. That may never heard of Divided from H&M because they never thought of buying them. That can crush you like a fly on a window. That has billions and billions and billions and still growing. That has the urgency to conquer my world. MY WORLD! And our world as well.

Was it necessary? Was it worth it? I don't know.. Because I will never be able to answer those question in their point of view. We see things in the world differently. We did things that mold our lives differently.

So there was I, in the middle of a performance. Still trying to sport a smile, to welcome them, eventhough I know thay they couldn't care less. But then in the deepest part of my heart, I just wanted to get outta there and tuck myself on my humble bed, and pray that I won't be like one of them in the future.