hate is a strong word, and Brandon Quinton agreed to it

I hate hate hate hate goodbyes! If there is anything in the world that should not be existing, it's goodbye. I never like saying, having, ceremoning (is there such a word..) goodbyes.

And the worst thing is that I kept surrounded by people who say that they will really miss my absence presence. Lip service or not, I still can't believe how lucky I am to receive such attention. Umm.. Just today, my colleague called me and said, "We are not letting you go without having a mad mad mad party, and having a great time." And there's a sudden jolt in my stomach after he said that. And the jolt went up to my neck to make me make a gulp. And then my eyes, and before I knew it, it can be all the boo-hoo's up there..

That is maybe the reason why I only have scarce personal relationships. I don't know whether I can handle the goodbyes if there's one in the future..

Oops someone need my help. Better wrap this up, and goodbye.. (bet I have to get used to it :D)